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six strings

2012-02-16T01:19:00.002+08:00

Almost finished my math revision, thinking if I should head to nanyang for math lesson. But I am not sure if its gonna be worth it I. But seems like most of my classmates are heading back. I am lazy to travel and I will be studying in sp. :| I shall see my mood tomorrow.

Gonna finished up a math paper tomorrow and I am gonna start on epc again. Yes, spent my valentines day with math at Starbucks and burgerking, a productive day. :) okay later must be a productive day too.

I've been playing guitar recently, ever since le guitare ended. I haven't been playing it, feels good to be playing it again ;) hehehehe. Starlight, officially missing you, stand by me and more than words. Learning all this, half way stuck and move on to other songs. Hahah :) yay. Good guitar nights, gonna fix you soon okay ;)

Time to sleep goodnight. :D

YouTube

2012-02-11T02:17:00.003+08:00

Toshrock

Noah Yap

Singapore YouTubers, and yes, these are the videos which keeps me entertained LOL and yes, that's the reason why I couldn't focus in studying. HAHAHAH. And of coz, he's good too! Beyond awesome!

Sungha Jung

Do check out on other videos he made, awesome much! \m/ Very talented! Yes, and also song covers, they are great too! Magan Nicole, Tiffany Alvord, Jason Chen.

E N J O Y! :)

2012-02-10T23:38:00.003+08:00

It's been a time since I sweat out so much. IPOD event last saturday was good, cause FINALLY after like MONTHS, I exercised! WOOOO, screamed like mad too! And Ngee Ann, is so pretty! :) Hopefully after exams, I can start constant exercising. Saying is easier than doing it. X_X HOLIDAYS FASTER COME HEHEHE :)

turning bad to worst

2012-02-07T01:47:00.002+08:00

I dont know what the hell is wrong with me this semester. I haven't been studying this few days or I meant, weeks. I have time, lots of time, but I just can't seems to be studying right. I dont know why, this semester I have no motivation to study. Despite knowing I will get horrible results, I still have no mood to study.

Even the slackers are doing something, but I am not. :'( disappointting much.

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2012-02-02T22:05:00.002+08:00

Good Evening! :) One month had past, and each time one month past, I would be saying the same phrase over and over again, "Time Flies". Indeed right! :)

And this also means that, semester examinations are coming real soon! :'( I am not confident of scoring like how I did last semester. Hm, I just feel that this semester, my results ain't gonna maintain. :( Yes, it's time to work real hard. Enough of entertaining of cca events. IPOD will be the last event, before my exam. Fighting everyone! :)

WTS

2012-01-30T23:45:00.002+08:00

U R G H.

Accepting facts

2012-01-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

It seems that I am slowly accepting that I am from Nanyang Polytechnic, ER SOMEHOW, I feel irritated seeing people who say NYP suck on FB -_____________- I SOUND INSANE, but that was how I felt at that point of time. R O F L M A O. I meant, since I am from that school, of coz I don't wanna hear anyone saying the bad points of it right, LOL BUT I KNOW, I am always bad mouthing my school in front of my classmates or who ever I know. #FACTSRIGHT Okay I don't know. But it's good to feel that I am slowly accepting the school. BUT THAT DOES NOT MEANS, I like the school. Singapore Polytechnic is still my NUMBER ONE polytechnic to me ok! -_- WTS. HAHAHA. A_A

OKAY SO I DREAMT SOMETHING WEIRD LAST NIGHT WHICH WAS.. I dreamt that a few of my GUITAR CLUB friends were playing CHINESE ORCHESTRA INSTRUMENT. I don't know why, it seems like I am really scare to let GC know that I am from Primers. -_____________- I am not scare, it's just that I am afraid of the way they are going to look at me. Like you know, BOTH OF THE CCA are like RIVALS?! L-O-L and in club crawl, where the hell am I suppose to go. Run both ways is it?! LOL I really hate to think of this topic. What's with the thoughts of joining so many CCA in-i-dont-know-how-many-months-back. LOL BLAME THE SCHOOL, coz i entered NYP, makes me wanna join a CCA that will make me love school. But seems like it isn't working at all -____- OH WHATEVER, no matter how many times I complain, I can't change the fact that....
1) I am from NYP.
2) I am from GC AND PRIMERS.
BUT I JUST LIKE TO RANT RIGHT! -__- HAHAHA, I am sure that my classmates knows that. HEHEHE.

AND SO. Yes. TO WHOEVER WHO COMES INTO NYP, W E L C O M E. Please appeal... I AM KIDDING. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHA!

La guitare 2011/2012

2012-01-29T02:24:00.003+08:00

Junior Ensemble! :)

Sugar Sugar peeps! :)

Jesslyn and Nisa! :)

La Guitare 2011/2012 was a great success! :) I'm glad to be able to be part of the concert! Practicing for hours and days, those effort spent, and guidance from seniors and instructorts were much appreciated! Thank you seniors and instructors, not forgetting the junior ensemble. We did an awesome job, and I believe that every audiences enjoyed themselves. :) thanks chuqian Bernard nisa and her three friends who came to watch the concert, hope that you all had enjoyed the night and thanks for the support! :)

Stayed to help out to clear the TFA, definitely a tough job, clearing chairs, bringing guitar up to club room, this and that. Yes, and next year we will be senior ensemble already. How time past, this also means that I am going to be a year 2 student. hm. I guess I am most probably going to stay in that club. Dont know why, but just like it to play guitar..

Yes, my guitar failed on me at the last song. Couldn't tuned my guitar. :'( cause the turning part broke. I will get it fixed once exams are over. For now, i will not touch my dear guitar.

To jasmine chow, it's really great to know you through primers. and being able to be in the same group as you during bbsg. Definitely know you a little better after the event, a great elder sister from your family. It was really shocking to hear the news. This is definitely a wake up call for me, to start to appreciate everyone in my life. May your family members stay strong. RIP.

Life is always so unexpected. So start to appreciate everyone in your life, including yourself!

Happy Chinese New Year Eve!

2012-01-22T16:33:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE, IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE! ;-)

Yes, so, since friday, I havent been studying at all. I think I should start with something now. If not when school starts, everything would be forgotten. SO LET'S START! ^^

KOHCHUQIAN, HAVE FUN IN MALAYSIAAAA! :D

Excited for performance day

2012-01-21T13:31:00.006+08:00

"Hi my dear performers! I know CNY is coming, (i also dayyyuummm excited--($).($)!!) haha.. BUT~ prrrrreaseeee ah, take care of yourselves kaess! I hope not to see any sick patient sitting on the stage during concert! *Play halfway cough or sneezzzeeee* keep yrself in top form ok! :) <3 ~Queenie"

Hahahah. Yes, I am so excited, can't wait for performance day to come. Hehehe, get more used to playing guitar, I meant the song pieces I am gonna play. ;) yay chuqian Bernard huixiang shermane nisa and her friend/ my classmate gonna come and watch the performance, promise you all that it will be a wonderfuly performance. LOL HOPEFULLY HEHEHHEE ;-)

I realize that I didn't blog about the Chinese new year spring cleaning event I had went with primers. Well, something worth going, being able to help out to make a house feel clean fresh hehehe yay! :) though heading all the way to tampines for it. Though my group members are keep quiet never interact. Like me. Hahahaha. Oh well, next event that I am gonna be planning is tea party, with chuqian. Its first time having planning with chuqian, we will do a great one yawwww! \m/ ;)

8.30pm now.

Just came back from shopping with nisa, I only brought a normal shirt and a nail polish. LOL forever never buy much for me. All right, gonna play guitar after my dinner yay ;-)

challenge yourself

2012-01-19T01:38:00.003+08:00

Hi. I know its late at night already and my eyes are really tired like as if its carrying ten kilograms each side. LOL KIDDING. So yes, I've finally completed my diploma plus module this semester. I just had my examination just now, what can I say, it was so NOT manageable, and its so NOT ok :'(

Firstly, the table is like so FREAKING small. Its like half the size the normal lecture hall table I always have my lesson in. Omfg. And if you want to imagine. Let me see, a quarter of a normal secondary school table. Kidding me, its so freaking small. I dont care if I have nice seat, very comfortable, so. How am I gonna write? Feel so uncomfortable la! Please.

Next the paper is so not manageable :'( maybe I am stupid. LOL KIDDING just that I feel that my revision for this semester is NOT efficient. And my focus level for studies had dropped a lot. Okay, last semester I didn't scored a C for my class quiz/test. But I scored C for my applied physic this semester, because I can't focus revising. :'( my gawd, this can't go on. Was it because I can study at home? I really dont know :'(

Okay and sleepless night like anyonelse. My classmate told me, other than the distinction student from my class, i am the next person who practice a lot. Hm. Not really, i get distracted easily. Yeah... That's something i wanna improve on.

Guitar club. Meh love playing guitar so much. I feel so much like a loser saying that i wanna quit guitar after this performance. I dont feel like quitting, not really because of people there, but because of playing guitar? And i love it so much when everyone plays together, that effect so nice so cool, i feel so happy everytime we play im yours or James bond together with seniors or just by us, junoirs ourselves. Fight hard everyone, tomorrow will be the official last training day. Next week will be arrangement of seats and run through the whole event. Jiayous!!! We can do a perfect cool shit ever performance for everyone hehehehhehehe. ;-)

And yea, i am so not up to challenge. I gave up guitar immediately after feeling the stress of two cca event. Hey, you need to learn to take up stress well! All right i am really tired. Goodnight.

i need some serious motivation.

2012-01-17T18:14:00.002+08:00

I can't seems to move myself to study, when I having a major examination tomorrow. Diploma plus final last day, but I am not studying. I have yet completed my revision either. I am sleepy and tired. :'(

SOMEONE, PLEASE MOTIVATE ME.

Week 14

2012-01-15T18:26:00.003+08:00

So cute. GSM QUIZ, GSM PRESENTATION, DIPLOMA PLUS EXAM, MATH QUIZ. And filled with guitar trainings~ FIGHTING.

Busy week

2012-01-13T11:50:00.002+08:00

and that's the end of week 13. well, week 14 is gonna be a busy week with math quiz, diploma plus final examination, math quiz, CNC part programming, GSM presetation, communication skills presentation and filled with guitar trainings. This week, well, lack of sleeps. The moment school starts the amount of sleep per day is basically less than 5 hours. Everyday, never fails I will go home at late. Always having dinner in school. I miss the food my mum cook. :'(

Priority. Well, what's my priority now? GC/P. I don't know. For now, I might say, it's GC, cause I am gonna have a concert in two weeks time. Wednesday night training, made me feel like quitting and get out of GC and just focus in P. :( Cause I hate to handle two things at the same time :( However. Yesterday training made me love guitar so much. Trouble much, I just need more time to think about it. For now, studies/GC/P. Come on, i can do it! FIGHTING. :)

And yes,

2012-01-10T15:39:00.002+08:00

to those O level peeps, congrats if you scored well. But for those who didn't manage to did as well as you expect, never give up in studies yeah. I mean, right now, don't get upset on why you didn't do well in O level, focus in choosing a polytechnic course/anywhere. Don't just get into a course cause it's near your house, what I think the most important is interest? LOL though I am ALWAYS talking and nagging about my school, but I am interested in my course which kind of made me study. If you enter a place with no interest, its gonna take you a time to start to like your course/whatever you study yeah. I know this wouldn't be seen by any o level peeps. BUT STILL, hope you all will choose your course wisely. :)

BLAHBLAH, a year ago... i was stupidly putting so many NYP course into my 12 choice. HAHAH KIDDING. :P

Expect the unexpected

2012-01-10T15:29:00.002+08:00

So i got back a number of my CT results, except for one. Well, so I scored like A for math and biomodelling which is pretty surprising cause I thought I would score badly cause we are suppose to come out with a model using the program and I only came out a sketch and it was very wrong, but I scored an A. While my friends who are always so good in that module scored a B/C. Like seems like there's something wrong with the marking? Well, just very shock with the results. I scored a B for my diploma plus, kinda of disappointing, i think i am expecting too much. LOL so well, I will have one more Friday lesson this week, and I will have a major Examination on next Wednesday and afterwards, I will bid goodbye to that module. WHICH ALSO MEANS, I will end class at 12pm instead of 6pm. \m/ Awesomeness, yet, the Examination is approaching and I haven't get started study. Wish me lucks eh! -__- And the rest of my results were not told the grades, but mainly not that well done. ALL RIGHT, I should be studying my applied physic instead of blogging here in school. Was very pissed off with something in the morning, seriously, I hate last minute information. Thanks eh girl!

2012-01-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

got back my epc and applied physic results. well they are both papers that i think i screw it up. and the result wise kinda suck up too. :'( I need to work harder. but cca events are increasing, i hope i can handle time well...

training for guitar have been increasing, just wish that the concert would be a successful one.

happy 2012, a brand new year!

2012-01-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

5, 4, 3, 2, 1 HAPPY NEW YEAR! ;) Though this isn't the way we count down just now, headed to marina with standards \m/ teehee, of course, we squeezed together with the crowd for more than an hour plus. I feel so young, holding hands together, running when there's no one in front of us. Hahaha, though the crowd was really woah, and its like the first time i went for countdown, and its so chaotic. After all the efforts be manage to find a really awesome nice spot. Very clear view of the fireworks, i love it so much so much. And finally i get to scream! Yay! Before school starts, finally i get to scream, i love the feeling of screaming so much especially when you are stress. Hehehehe. Okay. So......

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

New year resolution: do well for my studies, dont be lazy to exercise or in any aspects, appreciate everyone around, errrr criticize my school lesser(though i know its confirm a can't make it thing, but i wanna stop cause i am gonna help out in my school booth and also i wanna be as OGL in orientation, imagine i tell the year one how sucky everything is. LOL SO I HOPE, i will criticize LESSER), EVERYONE TO BE HEALTHY. YAY. HAPPY NEW YEAR \m/

Happy last day of 2 0 1 1

2011-12-31T10:52:00.007+08:00

Hi, It's New Year Eve! :)

Yes, I was posted to Nanyang Polytechnic Biomedical Engineering (C71) "Just keep telling myself, do will for GPA, get out of the school, end game." This is my view after I know where I was posted to, yes, this result of ending up in NYP was very disappointing. I still remember I knew one of my primary school friend ended up in International Business. I was really disppointed with myself, what was I doing for my four years in Jw. Well, time had past. I can't change much, but to accept that I am going to study in NYP, and of course up till NOW, after eight months of studying in Nanyang, I just can't accept that school. I am sorry, but really, I just can't bring myself to like the school. Though I really like my classmates, but that school is a total turn off. But still, I am glad that I found a group of awesome classmate. I really hope that we can stay as close as now, though we had separate cliques. Cheers! 2012 will be a good year for us, I believe :)
CCA, and surprise surprise. Thought I would enter Chinese Orchestra or Dragon Boat, but well, I ended up in Guitar Club and BB Primers. Yes, up till now, I still can't find a real clique in GC/Primers. GC is kinda worse, I just can't find anything to talk to them, and yeah, I am just in that club, because I like guitar. Well, my performance is reaching in three weeks time. I really hope we will perform really well! :) All the best to us yeah! BB Primers, yes from joining NDP to now, an Exco member, yeah I found MAMA family there, people me and bestfriend can clique well with. Just hope me and the Exco team can really build up a teamwork and a stronger bond somehow, cause in future, I am sure that there's a lot of events that we would need each other and support one another. Thank you Mentors too, guiding us, telling us our strength and weakness, cause I never knew my strength. Yes, I am sure there's more to come, just best of lucks for us yeah! :)
Standard \m/ Best group of friends I ever had, standing strong with 14members right now! Totally enjoy every bits of time I spent with you all. Though I am not close to everyone in there, but still I am happy to have you all around. Those laughters, jokes, happy times spent with you all will still count on, looking forward to our next big event, Genting trip! :) Hopefully. hehehe. Though whenever we need to plan for a event, it will drag and things will messed up here and there, but still the event will always be a success because it's everyone effort in there. :) Really wanna thank weiting for always making the birthday book for us! Really appreciated your effort! And also, chuqian and weilun, ok and sometime alan plus juliene and cheryl, for making up plans for birthday celebration! Without this team of people, we won't be enjoying such celebrations! Thank you so much so much! :) AND to the rest who are taking O level results in Jan 2012, I really hope you all can do really well and get into the ideal course you wanted! Jiayous, hope you all can make it! :) And to weiting too, jiayous and hope you can enter a higher nitec course! Never give up! AND SO, Love you all! Standard always \m/
those girls from 4E2 plus cq and ccq :) Though we hardly meet cause we are all from different school, but still really wanna thank you all for this year awesome birthday celebration. I really love the surprise, and all of your saw my O_O face. HAHAHA, still thank you all for the efforts. And hahaha, still remember semester 1, I travel to Ngee Ann so often, but now in semester 2. I can't find time. LOL Hope you all are doing great in poly and JC. Fight hard for your studies ok! Love you all. I miss gayathri, that table partner for two entire upper secondary life. She left for india already, I didn't even know that. Still remember the start of the year, we will sms each other. And she was telling me that her school, JJC have many hot guys. LOL I miss her so much, hope she is doing fine in India. I miss her! :(
And my parents, sorry for disappointing you both again and again cause of my studies. Though I didn't manage to get a 3.8 for my semester 1, and I doubt I can do it this semester. But I tired my best, and I was kinda happy with my results too. I promise that I will do better this semester, though I had an additional module, and cca that occupied my time. But I really hope I can maintain or do even better for this semester! :) Love you both a lot! Thank you for everything you both did for me. :)
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TADA. And kinda happy about this year, I went to USS, celebrated my first Halloween, Snookering, Christmas with BE1103 and Night cycling with standards \m/ Yay, and also had a night work which brings horrible memories. -____- Well, this year had been really good, and I believe I was even more hardworking than secondary years. Well cause every little test counts which makes me studies everytime there's a test! hahaha, Looking forward to a awesome memorable happy 2 0 1 2! Thank you everyone who had made my day in 2 0 1 1. Leaving the bad behind and looking forward to a brand new year, of 2 0 1 2 \m/

Hi, I am starting to learn to appreciate

2011-12-27T22:19:00.002+08:00

A little yet, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE ^^ I had a small(?), class outing, which only consist me, nisa, noel and andy. Four person class outing, kinda of pathetic, but well, this goes to tell me that, doesn't means you are the oldest, you plan the best. THAT ASIDE. So we sat down at J.CO and "bond", hahaha, our favourite word, but all we did was just sitting there, discuss a little about our class jacket, which had DRAGGED so LONGGGGGGG~ Well, hope we can have the jacket done and at our hands by this semester comes to an end :) WITH HOPES.

We caught a movie, Alvin and the Chipmunks 3, awww, they are so cute~ TEEHEE. Then we had dinner, and that's the end to my class outing. HAHAHA, really pathetic, but well, kinda glad that at least there are people right? LOL. Just hope the next outing, there will be improvement, not only to the attendance, but also the planning/events. :)

Well, a learning journey had being. I am starting to learn to appreciate, I must stop complaining, and start to appreciate.

Standard Chalet 2011

2011-12-21T22:21:00.005+08:00

Super crazy friends :)

Happy Birthday, Cheryl Tan and Weiting :) Though this wasn't really a cool surprise, and a birthday without a present, I hope you both enjoyed somehow or rather :)

Without weiting, but I like this photo feel. HEEHEE :)

Standard without Jeremy with Johann and Behz.

Flour with water. Second day morning while walking to McDonald.
"Three Chubby Bunny" HeeheeChristmas Gift
Hahaha, last christmas she got my present, this year again, she got mine. X:

This year, I got Rashidah's present~
A watch! :) Thanks, but I don't think I will use, cause it's kinda big for me. X_X
Night cycling trip, it was awesomely great~
Sea breeze, night star gazing, peace

Everyone was worn out with 6hours of cycling~ Hahahah :)

So they are my awesome standards~ \m/

How's life for you so far?

2011-12-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

BBSG (16th December 2011)
When I first stepped into the patients house, I felt a little worried, thinking of the question I could ask and have to be reminded that we must be really sensitive to what we are going ask. So we introduced that we are from primers and here to know more about them. So, we got to know that they have financial difficulties, example paying the electrical bills and buying textbook for her daughter. Life was very struggling for her son too, in accepting the fact that his mum had cancer. And he took 2years of counseling to get out of his darkest moment. Not to allow his mum worry for him, even if he was punished in school, he did not voice out to his mum. He was a very introvert person, someone who do not like to share his problem with anyone, not even his family. Causing them not to know what happened in school/anywhere.

From their experiences, I learnt that everyone must speak up whenever they have a problem, cause when you share, its like lightening your problem. And also, I learnt that I should treasure my time with my parents. Its really a rare chance to be close with someone you dont know, to hear their stories. It also motivate us, in a way that, even they are not giving up in their life, why are we, those healthy teenager, thinking of dying? We must preserve on, cause you are not the only one who is facing this problem.

CHALET WITH STANDARDS. (16th December - 18th December 2011)
It was really great to see all of them, finally we get to meet after so long, hear them etc. I totally enjoyed myself, even if we just slacked in the room. Days with them is awesomely great. Everyone sharing a bed, well not everyone tho. Hahaha, it was really great, and I love the feel being together, laughing together. Night cycling for more than five hours were awesome too. First, I finally get to exercise. Hahaha! Second, I feel so cool/cute/bonded/happy that we cycled together. Thinking of the pathway to our destination, discussing together, singing song together, eat supper together, feel the sea breeze together, seeing the airplane that just took off together, star gazing, every single little things we did together were great. Though our group is very big, but i am sure that even as time goes by, our friendship will stay strong. Standard always \m/

It was really amazing seeing airplane flying past you so close so close to you. Its really pretty, very beautiful. I love it so much. The sea breeze made me feel so peaceful, that quietness of the night brought me to peace too, the stars that shine were very pretty. I simply love the night a lot. Beyond words to describe. Great to have this chance to night cycle, though it caused me bad muscle ache, cause i rarely exercise. Heeheee. All right, life was really great. :) thank you standards for making my three days so meaningful and memorable. Looking forward for the next big event, GENTING :)

EXCO CAMP (19th December - 21st December)
This three days of exco camp made me understand myself a little better. I am not as strong as what I thought I would be. Didn't knew that I will broke down when I was talking about my past. I was willing to share but really feel so much at that moment causes me to break down in front of them. I kind of understand them even more, every single of my excos, somewhere or rather I get to know more about them. Hoping that we can really bring this unit up, and achieve each of our HWSLL. We can do it! ^▽^

My plan for the rest of my holidays:
- Guitar Training (22nd December 2011)
- Christmas with Primers (23rd December 2011)
- Christmas with Standards (24th December 2011)
- Christmas with BE1103 (25th December 2011)
- Discussion for comms skills (27th December 2011)
- Discussion for comms skills and guitar training (29th December 2011)
- Discussion for comms skills (30th December 2011)
- Rashidah's sister wedding (31st December 2011)
- Rashidah's Sister wedding (1st January 2012)

I am kinda of busy, on top of all these, I wanna spend sometime studying too. Second half of the semester is short. I need to work harder in my studies. Cannot lack back, must do revision before school starts :)

when everything came crashing down, you just got to stay strong.

2011-12-09T21:57:00.003+08:00

Good evening readers! Some meaningful events that I attended not long ago, BBSG collection of food together with my all time favorite singapore polytechnic primers. Teeeeheeee. Collection of food was tiring yet meaningful, knocking on many doors. Some didn't reply, some gave food, some said that they didn't know about the event. "A person who gives is rich, while a person who doesn't give is poor." Meaningful event and enjoyed myself~ :-D #GIVESHARELOVE

Test/Quiz/CT week/Presentation concludes the days I had so far in school. Presentation for comms skill was not that bad, wore formal wear and heels for the first time. It's really weird, wearing heels. Hahaha, but overall was not too bad. Improved from the first presentation, though I didn't get A but still contented that I improved! :)

Test. Applied physic like what I've said on the previous post. I didn't did well at all. Didn't focus on the tutorial questions, which caused me to lose marks! Don't wanna know about my results, I'm sure it's gonna be bad. Math quiz was good, full marks. Most of my classmates scored full marks, so nothing much about it. Biomodelling CT was manageable except that I didn't get a thing for question 1, 25marks gone. Just can't seems to visualize the image. :( that was bad. EPC practical test was all right, still manageable. And had my dpp CT today, the test was really like those quiz question for question 1-3. Didn't know how to the last question, like 20marks.

Happy news, I scored 27/30 for my second dpp quiz. Yay, though many scored full marks. And if I am not careless, I am sure I can scored that too! But I am happy about my results, really need to thank Chin Chia Joo, my distinction classmate for helping me! He's really smart! :D

Fell asleep in MRT when going home today, and woke up at je, realizing that people already left cabin and people also came in and settled down. #embarrassingmuch I was feeling really sick, with flu and my throat. Provided I have been sleeping really late this few days add on to this tiredness. What to do, that always happens once school starts. Wore jacket to school, and my classmates were all shock, hahaha, cause I seldom bring jacket to school. Moreover, I wore it to school. Not forgetting, I slept in the train while going to school, standing up. Hahahah, awesome or what. I am really tired.

Now, I am gonna give myself a night rest. Watch TVD/Forensic heros till 12am. Aftermath, I am gonna sleep till shiok! Tomorrow, revisions for CT. I can do it, one more week to term break. WE CAN DO IT!

By the way, heard a news that one of my friend's mum passed away. How sudden can death be. Hope he is feeling all right. Stay strong yeah! Lesson learnt, treasure your love one around you, especially your family. This make me think if my grandma, I could still remember the date vividly. I miss her so much, everything about her. The awesome food that she cook. The never-ending love for us. Making sure that we had our meals, whenever we are at her house. I miss you so much grandma, you are doing great there right! Yes, family members are the one who will ALWAYS be there for you when you need someone. And just a small encouragement from them can push me hard. Sorry for letting you down with my results/attitude, I will work harder! :)

Words that made my night so much better, thank you mummy!

2011-12-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

Good morning. I had my applied physic class test yesterday. I felt so angry sad disappointed with myself for not focusing in studying on sunday! Causing myself to lose so much marks. They are questions from tutorial, if only I could pay extra attention in those questions, I would have gotten the marks. Felt like screaming really so much, just can't stand seeing my classmates so calm. :( I need to learn to control my feelings.

Told my mum about it, and she told me " nevermind la, jiayous" Felt so much so much 100 times better, and felt so happy that she is supporting me from the back! And that words made my night a lot so much better! :) And dad coming into my room, talking to me, asking me hows the test etc. I like that interacting-thing. Made me feel so love~ :) And determine to do better next time! :) I know action speaks louder than words! So i am gonna produce results! I can do it! ^^

Fight hard for this two weeks, and you can have a little rest on your term break! You can do it! FIGHTING! :-D

2011-12-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

Happy December, indeed month full of quiz/CT. I just hope I can survive through this sleepless days. I can do it, since I could made it in Semester 1, I can make it in Semester 2 too! I believe. :)

Yes, I know I am busy with GC and primers. But what can I do? Quit one of them? I can't.

In need of time

2011-11-29T18:17:00.005+08:00

oh hi. busy days are coming. addition guitar training on Wednesday cause of Jan performance. I need time.

Kaili lost her wallet yesterday, thank God, she found her wallet today! Nanyang polytechnic do have kind soul, however that kind soul took her ezlink card, without taking the money. O_O Yeah, no matter what, I still wanna thank the person for returning her wallet. At least she is much relief now! Yay.

JIAYOUS FOR THE REST OF THE WEEKS TILL TERM BREAK! I CAN DO IT! ^o^

Volcanoes eruption

2011-11-23T22:55:00.004+08:00

Hi. I had been trying my best to control my emotions. Getting pissed off with many things easily, and causing my heart to feel so uncomfortable. I need to learn to chill and stop spamming vulgarities. I really have want to sit on rides again, roller coaster. I wanna scream my lungs out.

BTW, celebrated liling's birthday last saturday, something small though, but hope she love the present we gave her, i think it looks really nice on her. Happy advanced birthday! :)

2011-11-17T01:01:00.002+08:00

Sorry to repeat this again and again. the school i am studying completely pissed me off. THANK YOU SO MUCH. And I have 2 years and 5 months to endure. WOW I AM TRAINING MY PATIENCE. GOODGOOD.

Oh my asshole god damn you.

some things change, some things don't.

2011-11-15T18:57:00.008+08:00

First of all, CONGRATS TO MY BEST FRIEND! :-D Teehee. May you and him last long all right, i know that you are really happy to be with him! All the way achieving goals with him! Always supporting you! :)

Next up, my class is gonna have a class jacket cool or what! I can't wait for this yay! ^^ Then, I will have a jacket already, don't have to buy! Teehee. Hope we can really have one, awesome!

Aww, I miss my days in Pulau Ubin, those puppies! God bless you all ok, wonder how are you all now.

Not forgetting my dear standards, teehee finally had dinner with them on Saturday! Awesome, it's been really a long time since I had dinner with them! And we are gonna have chalet on December. Speaking of that, I can't wait for the Genting trip we are gonna have next year! *YAY*

ANOTHER AWESOME GOOD NEWS, WAHAHAHAHA.I might be able to find a job in USS, yay dance happily. HAHHAA. At least have to work twice per month. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET STARTED, USS USS USS USS USS USS SPELLS FUN FUN FUN FUN! YAY. Hassan, my classmate helped me to get the job, yay thank you so much. Might be working with him, nisa and azrul! TEEHEE, income running in yay! Though it gonna be hard coping with studies, and two cca and now work. but i am happy. teehee.

SO I am happy that I am keeping up with my work in Bio-modelling, I didn't even log into twitter.com today! Woah, something that I will normally do. Teehee! :) And I did listen to every class! Hahaha. Like always actually. LOL but I am gonna have another goal which is to sleep early tonight. Really tired. Task to accomplished tonight, applied physic tutorial, EPC tutorial and a little of my calculus! :)

Okay, so I am really hoping that I will not lack back in guitar. :( Haiz gonna miss another training. It's not that I wanna miss it. PLEASE. Talk about that makes me pissed off with the management. OH WHATEVER. Responsibilities, what can I say about this? I still love GC so much more. Sorry uh, passion.

why does human cry when they are stress up?

2011-11-13T16:19:00.004+08:00

Hi. Attended S-L yesterday, learning ways to facilitate better. Hmm. Grpr- goal role processes relationship. Die- different people different pace, invovlement, emotions. EL cycle. 6type of gens. PPP- pace of life, priority, purpose. Reflections.

Hm. Life is never easy.

COMFORT ZONE

2011-11-09T21:04:00.002+08:00

unable to step out of my comfort zone is gonna be what i am gonna say on friday. please hope that it would be all right and not too off topic. THANKS KAMIN AND CHUQIAN for your ideas! HAHAHAHA. :)

EPC bullet train lesson was definitely not sleepy, but it makes my brain think a lot and i will go asdfghjkl. but i do understand and was able to catch up with her, which is good. got to use my weekend to do some type of qns. esp past year papers. AP practical today, i really don't like practical lesson :( JIAYOUS FOR THIS SEMESTER OK! I CAN SURVIVE.

feel so urgh ytd. i hate it when two cca clashes tgt.

2011-11-07T14:51:00.002+08:00

oh hi. i have been thinking on a presentation that i will be having this friday, and the topic is about you. i find it so hard to talk about, there is nothing so unique about me. i am not smart, i don't have music or sports talent, i dont have awesome personalities. i am pretty much a normal human who does not have any aims in life. -_- so this is really troubling me much. haiz :( tell me how eh.

lost and searching my way

2011-10-30T18:46:00.005+08:00

Aww. I really don't know how to study at home. I always get distracted. I am sad. I wanna be like my cousin. Hard core in his room, flip text book, and of coz be smart. Ahhhhhhhh. So hard to focus. My weekends are always wasted. Sadgirl1994 :(

Craving for subway cookies, and a cup of Starbucks and plenty time of bonding session with my friends. I miss my vacation so much. #likeonesmallgirlwhining LOL OK LA I MUST FOCUS SERIOUSLY.

HALLOWEEN NIGHT

2011-10-29T13:15:00.003+08:00

SENTOSA SPOOKTACULAR was not as scary as what I thought it would be. I was very excited when we first enter the Legendary Courts of Hell, well, guess because it was the first, i was hell exicted! HEHEHEH. Then we went for Rumah Gila, I was still quite excited, but lesser than the first. Next we went for Deadly Lesson and then to Papa Cannibal. Hahahah, and my mood just shoot to the bottom cause of the waiting time! Well, the last trail was fun cause all we did was screaming like nobody business in there, to create an atmosphere! LOL it's like from the start to the end, we scream and scream, until the last part, and my voice were almost gone. I am ok now though. HAHAHHA!

Well my first Halloween with my Dover family, with Bernard and Joshua! YAY like as if I've screamed out the stress, so time to study my dip plus test and of cause complete the assignment that is needed to be done. I will upload the photos, if they did! HEHEH. HAPPY HALLOWEEN WOOOOOOOOO~

2011-10-26T23:38:00.002+08:00

seeems like i blog everyday, LOL all right so my main point is.

I miss those days where an event happens, everyone kept rehearsing on it. Where I can really feel that sense of urgency, that excitement for the event to start to happen to be a success. But now, i felt nothing. what am i suppose to say. no wonder.....................its not.

I used to be in an amazing place. where am i now.

2011-10-25T18:22:00.004+08:00

oh hi i am heading out to mac to study my dip plus math and do my AP alone. wee. i must be productive! hahahah.

Fail to plan, plan to fail.

2011-10-24T11:39:00.005+08:00

I always waste my sunday doing nothing, watched Paranormal activity 2 and TVD. Since wednesday is a public holiday, i wanna have night study at mac. LOL i seriously can't make it at home :( SO TIRED I MISS HOLIDAYS. Week3 gonna have dip plus quiz, and I am still not sure of some parttt. haiz lucks please.

ALL THE BEST TO ALL THE O LEVEL STUDENTS!

Meaningful saturday spent

2011-10-23T14:45:00.003+08:00

Spent my Saturday with NYP, Project Paint :) It's the first time I felt so great for NYP. Hahahah, awesome time painting the house. Bless the uncle and aunty! :) The uncle said that I was a serious worker. L-O-L

Aftermath, headed to downtown east for my cousin's 21st birthday chalet bbq. Awesome time spent with my family and relatives! Hehehe. My dad can really bbq well, reached home around 12am. And today I am gonna study hard. I want to be a hard core mugger LOL like my cousin! BYE.

I can do it! ☺

2011-10-22T00:08:00.002+08:00

Attended my first lesson for dip plus, so far alright. Just that I need to clarify some parts with my classmate. Domain and range. Need to purchase the text book, $46.50, and it's 3/5kg. Can you believe it, it's so thick~ X_X Still remember daniel asked if I was married to my books. I can officially say yes! LOL I am gonna treat that as my dear precious book, and love it and i must score well!!!!! :) YAY I LIKE YOU. K mad. Gonna go for project paint later morning, I am gonna be a volunteer yay k i should have some rest! Bye.

It's just the first week or should I say the third day of school.

2011-10-19T20:30:00.005+08:00

F today also. i already had the tense up feeling in me now. haiz. i know taking dip plus is gonna be a really tough path, and i am gonna be so damn stress up. but i still wanna give a try no matter what. but there's one thing i hope, i wanna pass all my 3 dip plus module. i dont wanna give up/fail. :( haiz. on top of that, i wanna maintain/improve my gpa. getting a distinction seems to be an impossible task already, for now, i just wanna maintain my gpa. fuck this shit. i need to read on EPC already. kthxbye.

it's just the first week, or should i say the third day of school only.

gone case situation fml

2011-10-18T15:26:00.003+08:00

Fucking wanna accept that the school is a pretty all right school but I just can't. I can't even login into the computer today during biomodeling class. Wtf. Math tutor/lecturer is confusing herself and us at the same time. Wtf. Totally gone.

And I heard of my class smart ass. GPA 4 and another girl 3.91. Wtf i wanna draw circles on the wall already. feel so sucky. Kill me. Bathe and applies physic tut. I wanna sleep early today. FML

first day of semester two

2011-10-17T21:36:00.003+08:00

Hi! School started today, and well, only had two official class, excluding gsm. Manufacturing Techno tutor is an old man, hahahah, I went -________- when I saw him, hahahaha, so he just did some introduction about that module, go into a little about it, and said that we have to bring laptop on monday to do equiz. AH, i don't want! :( It's so heavy, provided it's just an 1 hour lesson that needs that laptop! sadgirl1994.

Next lesson was applied physic, well, it's really physic. And I need to brush up physic this weekend or tomorrow or whenever I am free to. Shall lent Chuqian's pure physic book! hahaha. yay mugger time. The teacher is quite nice/strict, i like. Oh we are having class with the nano students again! I am sure we will have the same lesson in math and maybe manu.tech. ah. just dont irritate my class. ok la they are not VERY irritating, just some you know! W.

as usual, gsm is pretty boring. at least i have 4 other classmate who have the same class as me! awesome. the couple, kaili and noel! Weee, won't be lonely. first gsm class only have 10 students. wow. and half of them are my classmate. LOL still very boring gsm. awwww. another idk-how-many-weeks-to-bear.

So there's actually assignment need to be done already, but I don't have my tutorial with me so, could only attempt tomorrow. Shall dig for my physic text to read on then! Before I forget! HEHE. Math tut and biomedical modelling. yay lesson starts at 9am ends at 1pm. awesomeness. time to watch 1 episode of Vampire diaries and read on physic! I wanna be a mugger yay! \m/

Thanks for this awesome holidays, back to reality, school starts.

2011-10-17T00:18:00.003+08:00

I dont have the group photo on charity's birthday! hahahah.

The awesome people I spent my holidays with. I am gonna miss my slacky days. Of course, I am gonna work hard and achieve the best! Best of luck everyone! WEEEEE SCHOOL IS STARTING.Some of my classmates! :o) Awesome classmate, see you later onz! Though it's a little sad that there isn't any class outing! We will have it next sem holidays yeah! Hopefully. HEHE SEE YOU BE1103!

Pulau Ubin, 2 Days 1 Night of peacefulness.

2011-10-16T17:56:00.010+08:00

It was raining, so we have to wear raincoats/take umbrella to reach changi jetty. Cute right, like school kids! Hahah! :)

Changi jetty, about to board the boat. :)Boarded the boat!
Welcome to Pulau Ubin! Yay, we reached! ^^

On our way to Celestial Resorts. :)
We reached our resort! It's really acceptable, quite nice!
The puppies we saw, while taking our keys. SO SO SO ADORABLE!
905.
My room, it's really nice, and very acceptable, since I am in Pulau Ubin!
Yay, my room mate, chuqian! :)

One free drink, fruit punch!

We headed for fish spa, it took me an hour plus to put my legs in! Hhahaha, so itchy~
My Mama; Hui Xiang! Chuqian and I are her daughters! HAHAHA.

Aftermath, we headed to feed the fishes. Cool~ :) And we ride our bike, wanted to have dinner at the coffee shop, but we were told it was close quarter way there! :( So we settled our dinner at the restaurant in our resorts!

Awesome Sunset, Beautiful right~

Our dinner! :) HEHEHE. And as I was eating, then this white dog just sat beside me, like a good and discipline dog! So cute can~ Aftermath he just slept, so heheheh, cute!Yeah, after our meals, we headed back to our room to slack, cause there's no stars, so we couldn't do star gazing. Then I came out, then this white dog was outside. HAHAHA, Huixiang and I wanted to bring him for a walk, but he stood still, dont wanna move. So we went to find the puppies. We only found the sick dog, I felt so sad seeing it shivering, alone outside. Left some dog food. Hope the puppy is still living fine, so he can found itself a place called home. God bless you yeah! :)

At the same time, we took some dog food, and entertain the white dog. HEHE, and eventually we manage to let the dog follow us! Hahahaha~ :) Yep, then we went to yiting's room, and continue watching TV. Then we decide to go back to our room, the white dog was sleeping outside my door. HAHAH. And she just slept there the entire night. Aww. She was just enjoying the air-con anyway~ LOL

DAY 2.

Headed for our breakfast, and we did snorkeling! It's awesome! HEHEH. THough at the start we didn't really see much fishes. Slowly, we get to see more and more. So amazing. They just swam around freely so pretty! If only the water is so much clearer, We can see so much more! Awww. But i really enjoy snorkeling :-D
Book out lunch, lobster spaghetti!
The sick one, god bless you yeah! :')

AND BYEBYE TO PULAU UBIN!!

Really miss those peacefulness, I didn't hear vehicles moving around, no air pollution, don't have to worry about anything, just enjoy myself, with the peacefulness, the puppies the dogs, the fishes, the kampong life there was awesome. Just so peaceful, you just have to walk and breathe in the air, and you were so close to the nature. Life there was really awesome. And I like it a lot. I don't mind going there again! :)

going on board for a new journey

2011-10-16T02:06:00.003+08:00

I am really a stress free person in terms of cca wise. Hahahaha. Just dont wanna let cca to flunk my studies. Every little test quiz CT exam are important. I dont wanna flunk I wanna improve or maintain. So worry that I can't maintain. :( I will be sad. Haiiissss....

i care less actually.

Never give up

2011-10-14T13:30:00.002+08:00

I will do a proper pulau ubin trip when I had uploaded the photos :) Stay tune then!

Felt like so freaking trouble yesterday during guitar lesson. I felt so urgh, at the same time, felt so useless. I've learn how to play guitar at the same time with some of them in the club yet they are much better than me, so many millions times. Yeah, I should really go and practice guitar myself, this is how to make myself better right! I never will wanna give up learning guitar, it has always been something i wanna do since young. I wanna master playing guitar. I know I can make it! Jiayous! :)

2011-10-13T16:15:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA This is like a violent. All right, finally I am back from a peaceful island, Pulau Ubin. I spent 2 Days 1 Night, with my friends there. Everything there was pretty awesome, the resorts was acceptable, or was it me who didn't expect a lot? Hahaha, I didn't really went to visualize the resorts, just don't wanna get myself disappointed! Hahah. I was so near to the nature, it's like a life in kampong, but with TV/Air-cons in the room. I totally like the environment, the peacefull-ness, accept for the fact that there's a lot of mosquito.

Why did I say I was close to the environment? I don't used to get close to dogs, and in Pulau Ubin the dogs are so awesome cute. Wait, it's the dogs living in the resort who are awesome quiet and cute! Totally love the puppies so much, and the white dog that follow us home to our room, and slept outside my room the entire night. Adorable much? :) Hehe, I am actually kinda rushing for my guitar lesson, so I will update the pictures and what I had done there yeah! HEHEH. Though I know there's not much readers here, anyway! STILL I REALLY LOVE THE PUPPIES, SO ADORABLE CUTE! Miss them. Hope the sick dog will recover from his sickness, and survive for a week, so that the lady can adopt it! :) God bless you, puppies!

messy messy messy messy hair

2011-10-11T22:17:00.003+08:00

i really hate my hair now. curly and messy. :(

anyway made my decision, chosen combination 1. i hope i won't die of stress. let me see, i will definitely break down doing the tutorial like what i did when i was doing with mechanics last semester. #embarrassingmoment

DPP

2011-10-11T15:23:00.002+08:00

i am offered Diploma Plus Programme. i am gonna accept the offer, though it's gonna cause to have even more sleepless night, hell stress. it's just that i dont wanna fail this modules i am gonna take up. chat with my classmate who are offered this too. and his reply was. "anyways this is extra de ma. fail too bad lor . look on the bright side =X" LOL yeah. i dont care attitude. fine. my brother dis-encourage me to take it too, cause he is currently taking Diploma plus in SP, and he said it's very difficult -_- I know, but seriously, there's no harm giving it a try right...

Be disciplined & conscientious
Expect a heavier workload during term time
No repeating of failed DPP modules
Failure in current DPP module means student will be taken out of DPP
Must pass current module to proceed to the next DPP module
Will be award a DDP certificate upon completion
Letter grades of DPP modules: Printed in DPP section of transcript

There's two different combination.

Combo. 2 : [Applied Maths, Advanced Engrg. Mechanics & Applied Thermofluids].
Important Note: Students taking this combo. will gain in that aeronautical, mechanical, mechatronics or similar engineering courses at university level will emphasis the engineering contents taught here.

Combo. 1 : [Applied Maths, Analytical Geometry & Advanced Maths]

Most probably going for combo. 2, though i am gonna hell learn physic which i hate. -___- just gonna think about it. bye.

tough times

2011-10-11T00:55:00.003+08:00

it's always the shit that people go through makes them stronger and more mature right. in any ways, i just hope you can stay strong :) Jiayous!!!

I am starting to watch The Vampire Diaries Season 1, i know I am slow, there's already season 3. HAHAHAH. It's quite nice, vampires. Hahahaha. All right I should sleep, I've got to wake up at 6am later! Goodnight :)

Timetable for year 1 semester 2

2011-10-10T01:35:00.003+08:00

Monday: 1pm-4pm
Tuesday: 9am-1pm
Wednesday: 8am-3pm (1hour break)
Thursday: 8am-3pm (2hours break)
Friday: 8am-12pm

I haven't had the most updated timetable, still got to add in GSM. Please dont be in the morning on monday/ after 4pm on monday/ tuesday and friday after 1pm and 12pm. I don't wanna wake up early for gsm/ stayed till 6pm for gsm/ have break and come back foe gsm. PLEASE. Not like as if GSM is an AWESOME modules. IF it's like ngee ann, sports and wellness, I will open my arms for it. -_- But for this case, NO. So please don't make me stay too late or wake up early or be back after break! PLEASE FOR GODNESS SAKE.

BUT OVERALL, I still like my timetable. BUT i am just kind of sad that EPC, a die hard module is in the morning wed and thurs, lect and tut. -________- Super sad for this, the rest are pretty all right so far. Cause i don't know the modules. Yep, BEST OF LUCK FOR EVERYONE! Time for me to sleep, need to wake up early tomorrow, dont wanna be late x_x

YES, had a birthday celebration for shengjie and fabian. and again, time spent with standards are always awesome. i really hope this friendship last always. love you all! ^^

p.s no one can see the changes of my hair. so it's still as messy as always sadgirl1994 :(

learn from your mistake

2011-10-08T23:50:00.004+08:00

I love my mum. I hope she pays for whatever I asked her friend to buy from me in Aus/New Zealand. Hahahha! I am kind of excited for 2011 ICF Canoe Marathon World Championships, because I can't wait to see those hawt angmoh ♥_♥ HAHAHAHHAA. Though I could only go for the saturday and sunday! But I know I still can meet some HOT ANGMOH. WAHAHAHAHA. :-D

Bugis street is no longer a place that I can shop for clothes, I found nothing thrice I went there. I feel so sad, the clothes there are like-a-cheap. Yet, I can't find something I like. Felt so pathetic, thanks chuqian for walking around with me though. L-O-L

My four days pay came. hehehe waiting for the another five days to come, and i will be an officially happygirl1994 CHEY Hahahah! Next week event.

Monday: Outing with my girls :)
Tuesday: Home day.
Wednesday: Pulua Ubin 2 day 1 night.
Thursday: Pulua Ubin 2 day 1 night & guitar lesson.
Friday: Outing with work mates; movie trip.
Satuday: Canoe event morning, evening bbq with primers.
Sunday: no idea where will i be.

AND SCHOOL DAY WILL START. I am kind of excited about it, gonna finally study again, but I will have sleepless night, studying like an mad. I wanna be a mugger, i wanna maintain/score better for my GPA. :-) I am gonna work hard! ^^

I love the weather now so cooling, enjoy everyone. last week of vacation. :-)

2011-10-07T17:06:00.002+08:00

Belated birthday surprise for CHARITY CHEN QI :-D

Thanks to everyone's help this surprise was a success, hope everyone enjoy themselves, though it was just a short meet upz! :-D We will meet up again all right girls~ :-)

And just read through the blog post in the start of the year, april/may~ Realize that the moment school starts, i am gonna have lack of sleep again, as usual. :( HAI.

october would be awesome ∞

2011-10-05T11:11:00.006+08:00

i have been listening to 不能说的秘密 piano videos.

Really nice :) It's fifth of october, i wonder if my pay is in my account already or not. #happygirl1994

Dinner in pizza hut which was a long time ago, when we celebrated jeremy and alan's birthday.
Birthday boys : Jeremy and Alan :-D Both of you are taking O level this year, really hope that both of you will do extremely well and get into an ideal course that you like. Standard always \m/
Hahahaha. All in white.
My all time favourite standards~ :o)

Next up was the outing I had with my Jurong family :-)
Friends I had met during NDP 2011 :-D
That should be it :)

the night sky the stars beautiful9t

2011-10-04T17:35:00.004+08:00

Good afternoon peeps ;-) just gonna write down the overall experiences for my night work last week. Nine days of factory night job was horrible at first, but slowly getting the hang of getting those tough job. Met some friends too.

Well. Since the first day, I've already learnt that i should study really hard once school starts score well and gets into a good university and have a good pay job. The permanent workers there are really amazing. Being able to take in those jobs, amazing, they are most aunties. And they are also the ones who kind of entertain us, with those funny talks they have, and how they talk back to the supervisor. Hahaha the supervisor is really funny too. Hahaha. They are basically people who entertain us indirectly la. Hahaha.

And also knowing some new friends and one of my senior in npcc in the work too. Hahaha. They are also the ones who keep me going. Complaining about the job, break together, have breakfast tgt. Awww. LOL. yeah. Most of them are in year three while one of them is in year one. Just wish them all the best with their studies yeah ;-)

Realize that i have been sleeping a lot, they day before i slept 13hours plus. Rift after my dinner, i fall asleep in the living room! And yesterday night, i slept in the living room too. Lol. My brother asked me. Why you dont wanna sleep in your room? Hahaha

Currently spending my holidays happily. Enjoying hardy potter watching movies. Hahaha ;) awesome and aftermath having some celebration and pulau ubin trip. I can't wait to enjoyyyy Yep :)

Checked out on the modules I am studying in mt semester two and they are basically physic math electricity omfg. PHYSIC I HATE YOU. But to score well. I have to like the module first. PLEASE HOPE THAT MY LECTURER AND TUTOR WOULD BE AWESOME GREAT TO MAKE ME LOVE THE MODULE!!! ;-) so that's for now. I still can't upload photos in blogger and video in Facebook. WHY??

little efforts counts

2011-10-02T17:32:00.002+08:00

survived after nine days of owl life. #AWESOMENESS :-) Knew a number of friends too. FINALLY IT'S TIME FOR TO HAVE A GOOD REST! (a short post today, i wanna nap hehehehe)

owl life work

2011-09-26T02:03:00.002+08:00

oh hi everyone.

Just trying to enlighten myself. LOL. I have been trying to upload photos in blogger, but i just cant seems to do it :-( This photo had been uploaded previously, i just copied and paste the codes. SO I don't know why. It is my problem, or bloggers? I don't wanna switch to livejournal or others, i am damn lazy -_-

I didn't post that I am working night shift since wednesday right? Yeah, I have been working night shift for four days~ I really hated factory job, however this time round, we had no choice but have to work for nine days, since it was a contract. Yeah~ We have to stand 11 hours per night, if we work level five, where we will keep chionging those...milk powder packaging, and it totally sucks since day 1. Time past really fast when we doesn't look at the clock and when we were busy rushing on the products~ But it will be damn freaking tired. WORK LIFE SUCKS. FIVE MORE NIGHTS~, I CAN DO IT! :-D

Anyway, I realize that I only wake up for meals and work. Once back from work, i will sleep and wake up around 6 plus, and have my dinner and off to work. And this cycle would repeat again~ And yesterday morning, i slept around 10 plus and I woke up at 7pm for my dinner. Didn't work for sunday night, so i was watching movie via my laptop, and I fell asleep~ I COULD STILL SLEEP~ #AWESOMEPIGANDOWL :P

So. I wanna sleep now. I am yawning, it's gonna rain that means, awesome sleeping time. I think i am gonna sleep tomorrow afternoon too. I should wake up in the morning, i wanna walk to gekpoh to find food. or maybe the market near my house. WAHAHAHA, hopefully. and i will sleep in the afternoon after my lunch. #definitelygonnagrowfatter :-( BUT I HAVE TO SLEEP, if not i will be a dead zombie tonight! GOODNIGHT, IT HAVE BEEN FOUR DAYS SINCE I SAID GOODNIGHT. AWESOME OWL BYE.

I can do it! ☺

2011-09-23T10:59:00.003+08:00

work harder for the next semester :D I am in a mood of studying, really hope my results would maintain or gets better, though i know, life is gonna get tougher~ But i can do it! ^^

I wanna achieve my aim, though i wanted a 3.8 before i enter poly, but i am happy about my results! :D Yay time to rest, night shift work! seven more days, JIAYOUS :D

Sacrifices

2011-09-21T12:15:00.002+08:00

Hi! I had been slacking since the start of vacation, so three weeks had gone. Finally today i am gonna work! Really happy that finally money is rolling in. Its a midnight job, i really hope that my body can tahan the change of sleeping time. :| I don't wanna fall sick. And time spend with my parent are gonna go downhill a lot. My dad sleeping i will be working. He is working i am sleeping. Like i really couldn't see my dad unless he off. Yes. Dont worry yeah! I will take care of myself, dad and mum. ;-)

Yes. Jiayous for my results too ehk. :( Friday. I dreamt of results today, C for mechanics. The rest i don't remember. I don't wanna get a C :( at least a B please. I know mechanics can't make it la. Haiz. :'(

Leaving you behind

2011-09-12T21:52:00.007+08:00

First of all~ Happy Mid-Autumn Festival! 中秋節快樂! :-D

So this was the preparation before lighting the candles, it's a word formation of "STANDARD" HEHE. After we light up, it became like the first photo. ISN'T IT BEAUTIFUL! Hahaha, yay~ :) So after snapping photos of the word formation, we cleared the wax on the floor. TT_TT It's like so hard~

Hahah, this is all the wax collection! :-D YAY, good job! ^^

After clearing the mess, we continue to play this~ :)

All this sparks makes me think of the MV fireworks by Katy Perry~ Awesome!! Hahaha. But all this cause a lot of air pollution~ which is bad~ Once in a while it's alright yeah~ HAHAHA :-)

And on the same day, my dear SHINee came to Singapore for SHINee world concert, I didn't went to watch, ting went!! Aww, lucky girl~ She got to see my taemin real life. Must be sho kewt right~ Hehehe, I am not very much of SHINee craze already~ Die down. Hahaha :-P

Have been such a pig at home today, sleep eat laptop. I NEED A JOB, I WANNA WORK, I WANT MONEY! I have things i wanna buy~ T_T K, i havent start looking for a job actually. HAHAHA :D K la, i wanna watch finished heart strings and start on other movie then! BYE ^^

Leparque guitar camp, 06 September - 08 September 2011

2011-09-08T19:53:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! I am back a Le Parque guitar camp ;) This was the most most most slack camp I had ever attend. FYI, Le parque means slack. And I felt like a loser, cause everyone was like awesome in playing guitar, even those who started the same time as me, could play so well, yet I only know "I'm Yours". Totally made me felt so paiseh. Yeah, gotta work hard and catch up with everyone!

And so, like about 20 plus people came for this camp, and my group is PEACE, they are actually the initial of our names, Peiwen, Erjill, Aaron, Chuqian and Er Peishan! Hahaha. We couldn't think of any cool name, so yeah this was our best. Well, the best name I've heard is "The last fret" So cool! Hahaha! Of course, we started with ice breakers and making of our team flags. Heheh, at the same time there were Foreign bodies students who kept me entertain. Hahaha. Awesome-ness. Then we had a super long dinner break, walk around the stadium with chuqian. Hm. Then we started the first game of finding the erasers, which makes me think that Nanyang isn't that small afterall, and we've found one garden, at block N, didn't know it existed. Hahah! K, so that was like a mosquito garden. After that game, we had wash-up and headed to the stadium and star gaze~~~~~ *_* It was so beautiful and awesome! I saw one shooting star, how do i describe that, something shoot down, awesome much! HEHE. Headed to bed afterwards :)

Morning had amazing race, which is not about speed, it's just using our five different senses in the different station, and I can really say that my smell sense sucks! Hahahah! At the last station, which is taste. HAHAH I ATE A CARROT RAW. Oh my, hahah I just bite and swallow with water. L-O-L. Yeah had another hunt where we have to search for the item etc, yep. Thought of the cheers and present the lyrics of a song, thru' a play/a rap. Hahaha, settled it like quick, dinner and had our last game. Night walk, it's where we will blindflow ourselves and hold on to the shoulder of the one in front of you, the one guiding us will tell us those obstacles etc. Hahaha, it was really cool, and I enjoyed that the most la! hahaha ^^ Though it was really draggy and quite long, but I still like it! :)

After that night walk, we had our play/cheers. HAHAHA, it was so paiseh! hahhaa, cause we repeated our cheers three times! LOL, lack of practices, and sudden changes. HAHAHA ;) Bathe and did star gazing again! This time round, we walked around NYP, hahaha, and there were times we met with the security guard, but they didn't ask us anything. And we even saw one security guard lying on the bench and sleep. Are they doing their job, I really doubt. ANYWAY, so afterwards, we headed back to the stadium around like 4plus, and we laid on the tracks, to have a clearer view of the starz, and AGAIN! We saw the shooting star again, the star shoot down, it was like awesome of course! Hahaha, waited for the sun rise too! Hahaha, was back to the room to sleep at 7.30am! All the Kendos students were already dressed, and making all sort of noises which woke my senoirs up, but I was too dead tired, that I still could sleep! haahah. Yep, the next day had prize presentation and I got a guitar pick made by them! HEHEHE, so cool I like!

This camp was seriously the slackest camp I had attend, but it's like I did know new friend, some is like 1 person. The rest, i know their name but don't know them that well la! hahaha! Yep, sure great le parque camp! Time to bond with my dear darling, and have my lights off by 11pm tonight, need to rest my skin, they are really terrible now :( Goodnightttttt!!! :D

nothing else matters

2011-09-02T01:39:00.003+08:00

Hi! 1st September marks the end of my semester examination. The paper wasn't manageable at all, all my answers are either thousand plus or with lots of decimal. The thought of these makes me feel so upset, I am expecting a C or even lousier grade for bio-mechanic. I am a serious sucker when comes to apply what I understand in physic la. I am alright in math, why do I suck in physic? Hmm. I can't just hope for not repeating any modules. All the little quiz, common test and exams counts in my GPA. That explains why I am studying for everything till hard core 3am etc. But that doesn't seems to help much though. #failsinstudies

Well, headed to universal studio and screamed like a mad ass. I really enjoyed those rides in Sci-fi city and Ancient Egypt, oh my god, wish came true. Finally I sat on the roller coaster! :) It looks really scary below, but when you are there on the seat, you scream like an asshole, you will wanna go and have the ride the second time. I swear, awesome. I can still feel myself hanging in the air with that high speed. Both the batterstar galactica human and cylon was like beyond awesome. I just love the feeling of hanging in the air. #awesomefeeling

Waterworld was amazing too, not that getting wet part though. Hmm, those effect was like so cool amazing, i like it! :) Hmm. That was the few places I went though. It was quite little, awww :| Cause I could only reach Universal Studio at 1pm, after my exams. So didn't get to play much/see much. Actually I think I've played all those exciting rides, I only left with those 4D shows etc. Basically, I just screamed until I went exhausted.

So, for now, I am gonna enjoy my next week with a guitar club camp, Joshua's 21st and just slack and enjoy. After that week, I am gonna go full force job hunting or start working straight. I am not in need of money, er, i wanna earn money to get the things that I want. :) So, time to enjoy! PARTEH.

fight on

2011-08-27T03:27:00.003+08:00

One more week or rather to be exact. Five more days to the end of my semester 1 exams. Well. I am feeling that I am on a holiday already, and I should not feel this way of course. Hmmm. Watched final destination 5 yesterday, wasn't very awesome. Just average I guess. Tired of the story. Everyone dies. No offences. Hehehe. Alright. So heading to nyp later. Please, with hopes that I can study in school. Sunday entire day not gonna study. Yeah. : jiayous for me ok. I know quite a number of you have ended exams. Ah. Goodlife.. My enjoyment will come. Hehehe. Fight onz! Bye ;)

Felt so emo for my brother on Wednesday night. I just hope they are doing fine. I never felt so emo for my brother before. Yes. Perhaps cause it was his birthday that day? Just hope that she would cherish my brother.

Life is full of obstacles, we will meet them one day, and we've gotta face it. That's reality I guess. Goodnight.

Hard work

2011-08-21T19:21:00.002+08:00

Those thursday extra training for NDP. I love this :)
My exam dates. Cleared one of the module already! Two more to go, gambateh!

Haven't started studying today. I will start after my dinner, which is after this! :) Just two more weeks of hell, and I can enjoy myself! Brother's struggling too, I hope he can do it! Since he scraped through his two years, I am sure that he can do it now! Jiayous brother! :) Alright, jiayous everyone having exams! :)

Take a break

2011-08-19T15:21:00.003+08:00

Good Afternoon! :) I am suppose to be getting ready to go SP to study. Hahaha, it's been a long time since I blog. So shall spent a little time blogging. So what's up! :) Have been spending most of my time studying ^^ Just had my mathematics paper yesterday, it was great! Hehehe, was worrying the day before the examination. Hahaha, even having sweating palms. What a joke right, it's been a long time since I had a exam. The feel now from secondary school to poly was total different feel. Students can be late for exams, for like about thirty minutes. Lol. Like so different from secondary school. Hahaha. Alright, invaded SP again to study!

A: PEISHAN!!!! :) *Wave* EH. You from SP meh, you not from....... HAHAHH! Like almost everyone I met saying that. I am just at my dream school studying for my exams ok! :0) Alright shall get ready and head to SP! :) Chemistry for the week, my gosh. I am going to be stress up again! Ah. Wish me the best yeah! Jiayous for your exams too! :D Two weeks more for me to take a break :)

awesome times.

2011-08-13T12:57:00.003+08:00

Hi! First of all, I would like to thank those of you who had wished me happy birthday, either in person, a call, a text, via Facebook or twitter. Thank you so much. Appreciated a lot. And of course to anusia chuqian shashi yimin charity who had surprised me on 5th august. :D

I would to like to thank primers fir singing me a birthday song and gave me a cake. Was kind of shock. Hehehe. Appreciated a lot too :)

Next to my standards. Thanks a lot too. I know that you all are busy with your school work, yet all of you are still willing to come down to celebrate with me. give me a surprise. Thanks a lot alright. Wad touched by what your wrote to me. Really miss those secondary school days when life was more peaceful, perhaps a little peaceful I meant. Hmmm. Yes, so glad that I still have a group of close buddies. Though I am not close to everyone la. But I am sure I will be in future ^^ thanks a lot for all of your effort. Love you all.

Hmm. How did I spent my day in school right. I spent with my class two A students, chiajoo and kaili. Hehhee. Awesome. Cause I was doing my cp project andbboth of them helped me out a lot. Thank you both. ^^ Stayed in nyp library for 6hours for a <15mins debrief. Trained home alone. Lonely day hahaha. But I was happy la. Hehhee :)

Yes. Last Saturday had a primers event. It was great to be group with the awesome six. Hhehehe. Enjoyed the event. Afterwards, suppose to have a carniver but instead, some of us went for roller blading. At first it was really shag, cause I fell a number of times. But afterwards, it became better. Though I still fall quite a number of times. Thanks to huixiang shermane Joshua for guiding me alright. Hehhe. Appreciated walking after that. Hhahaha like seriously. Hahaha :D enjoyed a lot hehehe.

Tuesday; HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!! The final show of ndp. Everything was quite smooth except for the part that ruen and i have to take pictures of the audiences. The picture out from the Polaroid was spoilt or was it too bright or smth. Yes. Then we had danced etc.hmmm enjoyed myself a lot. I wad screaming like loudly.dont know why at that point of time. All I was thinking its the last show, it ended. Was feeling so great. Screaming running throwing of caps lifting daniel up taking pictures. Felt so great screaming. I was really happy. Really really happy. Hhehehehe. Woots. So yeah went a little mad a little high, going around thanking the saf :D hahgaha. Awesome. Daniel cried tgt with the excos too. Moat of them, it was their 3rd year. So they felt sad or smth. Yeah. Headed to get each a cup and had supper. The rest was having but I was studying my cp test. Lol.

Alright. I would like you thank Daniel, Xiao yum and poon for guiding us thru this journey of ndp. What you have taught us, it really makes me reflect a little. Daniel is like sir Jeff to me, everything words that sit Jeff said, it makes a lot of sense to me. Thank you mentors. And not forgetting the nyp ndp peeps. You guys had made my Saturday a little better. wishing everyone all the best in your studies yeah ^^

So Tuesday Wednesday Thursday. Three days straight I slept at 3am, 4am and 4.30am respectively. Just for my last minute revision of common test or presentation. Felt sofreaking tired on Thursday might. Tried so hard to memorize something. But it seems like I really had been too tired, couldn't concentrate at all. Yes. Biomaterial paper was quite screwed up. Just hope that the overall grade wouldn't be that bad. :(

Yay. Had a morning run today. Hohoho. I got up at 8.30am and headed for a run at 9am. The weather was quite hot, cause the Sun had rose up. Should have went earlier but I was too tired. Gahgaha. Shall try to wake up early tmrw for a run too ^^ ever since ndp training started. I havent been spending my saturday at home. Well it feels great to be back home. Hahahah ^^ alright shall get back to cp. :D

Exams starting next week. First paper, math then chemistry and mechanics
^^ jiayous. Sem 1 ended. Hmmm. Great to have those awesome classmates. Heheheh I am sure we would be closer as time goes by. God bless them. Jiayous!!!! :)

Thanks you awesome friends, best day of august so far.

2011-08-06T00:45:00.004+08:00

Today marks the best day so far in august. Thanks to all the awesome friends I had, the bestest friends in my secondary school life!! Thanks for making today so memorable and an awesome end to the quiz week for me. Great friends who came down to surprise me. and I swear it was so successful, i didn't suspect, not even a single percent man! AHAHA, great job girls! ^^ Yeah and they saw my priceless face expression... ahahahha. that surprise face. hahahaha.... thank you so much, it's beyond the word thank you! Though some didn't came to attend, but every little efforts count yeah! ^^ My fb wall is so much alive, it's usually quite dead. HAHAH ^^ And today marks the end to the quiz too! and ahhhh, it ended so happily. Seriously thank you! HEHEH. They gave me that balloon, when I hold it, I felt like I am so young, like small kid. PROVIDED, that i am short ma.. HAHAHHA so it makes me feelll young... HEHEHE! ^^ THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THAT LITTLE EFFORT YOU PUT IN IT BRING GREAT SUCCESSS! Love you all.

Not looking forward much.

2011-08-01T00:25:00.001+08:00

Happy august. this month marks an important month and also an end to this sem. time past really fast. This week, six quiz are sitting there waiting for me. and i haven't really study a shit of it. just kill me. so not looking forward for this entire week. oh well oh well. all the best.

Like as if I care much

2011-07-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

NYP 20 RUN.

A long day. Lesson from 9am till 3.30pm. 4pm NYP 20 RUN till around 6pm. Guitar lesson from 7pm to 9pm. Eventful and tiring day. Alright what's great is that my lessons starts at 2pm and ends at 4pm. Currently my life sucks. with all those quiz CT exams. I just can't wait for all the event to be over.

Dislike:
QUIZ. COMMON TEST. EXAMS. LIFE.

Disappointment

2011-07-24T11:42:00.003+08:00

Good Morning. Yesterday wasn't of a great day to me, I was rather pissed off with many things around me. So my mood was bad when we were in the F1 pit. I guess I like being alone and a quiet place for me to rest. Yes, but I was rather happy and high at the gallery before I enter the crowd though, cause I know how to make a heart, a teddy bear and a flower. Means, I know how to make five balloon pattern unlike the first few shows, i only know how to make a dog and a sword. But I need to sharpen my work! SO, it wasn't good after i enter the crowd though. I didn't met the objective, reaching out to the shy ones. I just can't seems to step out of my comfort zone, and reject the hyper ones. oh-great-huh, next show it's no longer NE show, it's the preview, adults are coming in, and bigger challenges are coming. talking-to-the-adults. i am worry that i won't a great job. urgh. it's more than just a jiayous now. all the best to me then! treated myself green tea cream from starbucks yesterday night, that drink is awesome. urgh, i need to work harder.

so it's a study sunday and i am planning to go for a run at 5pm. so let's hope my plan works. have a good rest. all the quiz, CT, hand in of projects and exams are coming in so fast. i am dying.

emo shit morning

2011-07-19T23:23:00.002+08:00

feel so pissed off in the morning. i got a relief staff coming in for my math class in the morning, and my morning was ruined. i want ms soh to be back, though i prefer miss ho so much more, but she is at least better than mr edward. #patheticshit i think it's his first time teaching a class, omg, but he looks like he have been teaching for years, cause of his age i guess, he's old. -.-"

yeah ruined my tuesday morning totally, and yes, nyp really hai, i am in such a great school. i cant see a light for the next few years. totally regret.

Spend your time wisely

2011-07-17T01:32:00.002+08:00

Hello I had an awesome day with primers today, not forgetting the primary five kids :-) this was the best ndp so far, out of the three show I had. This was the best, and the one I love the most so far. I know things will be better next weEk so I am hoping for the best!!!! :-) well, the temasek primary school students were so small size. But PEI Chun pre. was quite tall. Yeah, temasek primary are cute though. I am going to learn to make a heart shape balloon next week :-) yayyayyay. Act 5 was great too. Three cheers to all the different school. #Awesomeness to all the five hundred motivatorrrr hahahah so high. Look forward to next week ;-)

And well, since i played the whole entire Saturday. Sunday is the only day left for me to fight hard in studies jiayousssss. More and more things coming up, time management is importantttt ,:D all the best everyone. Live life to the fullest, spend time wisely. Gonna have steamboat with my dear standards, been quite ling since i saw them. Hope they are doing great too. Jiayous. I need to sleep now goodnight :-D

2011-07-15T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hi! Life is moving pretty fast, and there goes week13. And one more month to our examination, and three more week, to presentation for computer programming. I really wanna settle this project fast, cause, I am really a computer/coding noob. Pray so hard that I could at least score a B for my overall in CP. ANYWAY. I kind of feel so stressed, like I am still not reading on my GMP, I need to start to practice them. Cause it's important, I will have CT on that on week16 or something? X_X Totally feel so shitty.

Alright, I guess I really need to get myself started before everything come crashing down again. Alright, exactly about 4-5 more shows of NDP and my saturday would be free for me to study! I must not waste time, *drill that to my brain* I really feel that my classmate are really smart, though they are working yet they still can produce results you see. And I am totally that gone case type -.-"

And I find that I am a weird person, I can wake up for morning lesson, but I can't wake up for afternoon lesson, ain't I'm a weird? Hahaha, I will always be late for lessons la!! But for afternoon lesson, I can be late for like 30minutes?! LOL, morning lesson like around 10minutes? Seriously, I don't know why. I could still remember, I will always reach Jwss at 6.30am! Hahaha, after slowly during secondary 4, I will reach around 7am. Hahaha! Now, poly totally different case, I will always be a few minutes later! bo-bian, where's my school, YCK. *shall stop typing about this, i know the next thing I will say is. SP ROCKS.*

AND SO. Had my guitar lesson on wednesday, the instructor was quite good, yet he's fast, and normally, everyone knows what to do, and I will be blur a one side of the classroom. LOL. Enjoy my lesson, though I find it so embarrassing carrying a guitar around. Hahaha!!! ^^ Hopefully, next thursday, I wouldn't need to attend any more training in marina! I wanna go for my guitar lesson ^^

So what's my next aim, to at least complete a quarter of CP and NOT LATE FOR LESSONS! Shall go and watch heart strings! The drummer is so kwet, and taemin's birthday is in three days time. As what I told weiting, I am going to sing happy birthday to him in my room! L-O-L, this sound so stupid! hahaha, byee! ^^

Adapting to new changes

2011-07-11T19:23:00.003+08:00

Good evening everyone :-D changed my phone to Samsung Omnia 7. Well, I am a noob. -_- I think this phone is so complicated.. Its a window phone, which I don't really need it though. Yeah.. :-( hopefully I will get used to this phone, also didn't really seen anyone took this phone. : I am updating using the phone.

yeah, right now I am doing my biomechanics. I have three more questions then I will procced with computer programming. : JIAYOUS bah!! :-)

Busy weekends

2011-07-10T17:55:00.002+08:00

NDP preview 2 and chalet makes up my activities for Saturday and part of my Sunday! :-D

I shall get started with my chemistry and computer programming after this :-D So, the primary 5 kids were normal, not as cute/naughty/vulgar as what I thought they would be. LOL.Well, so they were so in LOVE with balloons, that you can barely can have a talk with them. They will be like, ' Teacher can I have pink balloon dog" Hahaha, and of course, I did not have enough of balloons, so I had to reject them you see. X__X Sorry kids. One of the is kind of cute though, hahaha, I made him a white sword, don't really remember his name though. I asked, so what's your favourite subject in school? He replied, Science! Though I scored the lowest in class. Hahaha!! So, we proceed to our dance part, it was alright, though I am still quite lost with the dance steps. Heart formation wise, hmmm, I don't really know if it's nice or not, cause i never saw it. Hopefully it's A-W-E-S-O-M-E. :-D Yes, so we went back to have a debrief and met weiting at City Hall and we train to Bedok, and bus to chalet. Enjoy myself, and still be able to catch some sleep. I am awake now :-) Those brothers were so funny, everytime they were together, it's like watching drama. hahaha. AND SO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZENN!!!!! :-) And thanks for inviting and the cab yeah! All the best for this important yearrr jiayoussssssss ^^

kk time for my homework, batt flat for laptop. hahahah :-D Bye for now! JIAYOUS.

never.give.up.spirit

2011-07-08T21:04:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone :-D Week 12 had ended, and I love today #awesomelygreat cause I ended class so early than usual, hahaha! I had gotten back quite a number of results. Biomaterial 63/80 B+ Chemistry B gmp 67.5 C+ Mechanics C Have yet gotten back my mathematics and CP. Results ain't that good though, I am quite happy with the results except for mechanics which was beyond disappointment. I need to work harder for the next CT or quiz! Jiayous. Never.give.up.spirit.

It's the second show of NDP tmrw, and I really hope I can step out of my comfort zone this time round, and entertain those primary five students tgt with chuqian. Felt so guilty after what daniel had said, I must change! I know i can, if i try! Jiayous! I must at least remember names, and the color/what balloon I made for them! :-D

So far, this week had been great! And not forgetting that this term is very short. I am only left with four more weeks, and that's it with this sem. Time past really fast in polytechnic seriously, or in fact, anywhere. So, let's not waste time and enjoy life yeah!!! :-D Yes, gotten my classic guitar, and I felt so helpless not knowing how to play any songs man! :-( Really feel so helpless, hopefully my interest for guitar wouldn't die down yeah! Jiayous!!! ^^

And for those who had their O level or A level orals examinations, well down and jiayous for those who have yet haven't their mother tongue oral! :-) And yes, it's time for dinner. Not forgetting, it's gonna be taemin's eighteen ten days later! HEHEHE #taeminnieday

Affected much.

2011-07-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

I am really affected with that C. Seriously. More horrible results to come. Though I am prepared for such grades, I am still feeling so terrible. :'(

2011-07-05T21:35:00.002+08:00

C for my mechanics CT. Seriously felt so demoralized? Like I really don't know what is the point of studying and still getting such a results. It's not making me to work harder. This sucks.

Awesome feeling going back Jurong West Seonday

2011-07-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Miss Pang :-D My secondary 1 form teacher and math teacher, love her so much! :-D Hope she doing fine in ACS, i think! Felt so happy to see her, hehehe! ^^

Not all of my Secondary four classmates though :-) Still hope Miss Lin and everyone are doing great in their poly and JC! ^^

What a memorable tenth anniversary for Jurong West today, speech day and a fire broke out at 2n1 classroom. I didn't exactly know what had happened. At the moment, all I saw was lots of smokes and a boom sound. Everyone thought it was like fake, including me too. Yeah, so everyone evacuated to the hockey pitch for further instructions. It was so sudden though. Thankfully, no one was hurt from the incident and speech day parade and performance carried on as usual.

Speech day parade was alright though, the performance was great :-D Good performance put up by them. It was my first time watch speech day performance after four year in school! Of course, the feeling going back to Jurong West was AWESOME :-D Miss the feel of being a student, wearing that purple pinafore complaining that it's damn warm to wear that, going to class with my classmates, recess with charity chuqian huini shirui and etc, cca with my standards, enjoying each moment in Jurong West. Oh-my-god, happy memories past really fast! Happy to see them today, though I couldn't have dinner with them. :-) Don't know why, I feel like coming back to Jurong West again! It might not the best school in the area, but it's awesome to me! ^^ And it's definitely great to see Miss Pang, miss her so much! Hope she is doing fine yeah! :-D

Great day! Tomorrow would be the first show for NDP, wishing everything would go through smoothly, and no more chances hopefully! And, hope I will get high with the people and most of all, enjoy my day with premiers! Have a good rest everyone, good night :-D

It's July, happy July.

2011-07-01T01:04:00.002+08:00

Have you realized that it's already July! Half of 2011 had past. And I had been in Nanyang Polytechnic for 2months and 3weeks. Of course, I am still complaining about how horrible the school is, and how lousy everything is, how everything there sucks, yet I am still in this school, and had studied for 2month and 3weeks. What keeps me motivated for school, I don't know. Just have this thought, just do well for everything, and forget it. Never fails, to complain nyp on my way home with chuqian, and saying how great is SP. Yeah, what's the point. Hopes to enter SP is gone. ALRIGHT SHALL NOT ELABORATE ON.

Yes, my main point is, once August is here, examinations are coming. From 15August to 4th September. And from 5th September to 16th October will be my holidays. 17th October would be another new semester. How fast time flies right. I just hope that I can pass all my 6 modules this sem, and get started with the next sem. Jiayous!!

Sometimes, I just need to learn to accept things by looking it at a different point of view.

Grown up.

2011-07-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

Alright, this is not the messy-est table I had though. Hahaha. Just saw this picture and decided to upload it here. Hmmm. Had a gym session with shirui in the afternoon at jurongeast sports complex. Bus home and nap, and went out to have dinner with weiting chuqian and alan! I am still feeling so full. Yeah~ I am feeling kinda of tired now, shall not stay up tonight, I hope. I want to get used to sleeping early, and waking up early. Next week school is gonna start, and I am gonna have to wake up at 6am/7am! :-( Must get used to it, if not I will be half dead in class.

NYP cheat my feelings again, I thought I could get my guitar by friday, which is today! End up, I can only collect on 5th July :-( EFFFFFF, CHEY! :-P Just thought that I could play with the guitar this weekend, since I doesn't have tutorial or any test to chiong on. I am free, to play, now, I can't. W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R~! Going back to school for speech day later and home, for daddy and mummy's anniversary and my daddy's birthday! :-D SO. Have a good rest, it's FRIDAYYYYYY~

Give it your best

2011-06-30T01:53:00.004+08:00

Right, I am feeling extremely weird not studying. Have been reading or practicing on something since last week, and now, finally my common test are over :-) I said as if, I have ten papers eh. Hahaha, I only had three papers, and two paper killed me. Yes, kinda got shocked with the mechanics paper, expected it to be very manageable, after the paper, total different way of thinking. What's done are done, so shall wait for the results to be out and see what to work on then!

Yes, it's gonna be a RIP week for me. JUST KIDIDNG!! Hahaha, I mean, maybe I will be emo for a week. HAAHAHA, I really really hope I wouldn't score very badly. Shall not comment much first, and wait for my papers to be back. I know I will die in some paper for sure, computer programming, for sure, either I failed or barely pass. Don't like doing programming, suck up in that, and I am going to have mini project, pair work. I am so gonna do badly. Not expecting the best, just let me pass this module and move on.

Looking forward to gym later, hahahah, I wanna exercise!! Yayay, and meeting les for dinner! Might be buying daddy a present, it depends, cause I have no idea what to get, wanted to get him a wallet. But mum just told me he just got his. X_X Shall see tmrw then. SO. I have nothing much to blog about! :-) Goodnight, and study hard for those who have test!! ^^

Oh wait, I find it so true that studying before hand is so much better studying off last minute! Awesomely great.

Accept live learnt enjoy.

2011-06-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

One last paper tomorrow, mechanics paper. I hope really hope, it's gonna be manageable for BE1103 :-) Yes, math paper was not well done. I don't think I can score at all. So just hope for the best then. Chemistry paper, surprisingly, I felt that it's manageable!!! :-) I mean, I think I can pass the paper, but not hoping A or B+ though, 75% and above man, how's that possible. Yep, and tomorrow, my very last paper, biomechanics! Gonna start practicing after having my dinner, which is after this post up! :-)

Thursday and friday no school for me!!! ^^ It's great to have common test for the first three days and last two days for me to lepak at home, hehehehe! Though I find it's really really weird to have my test at like 4.30pm?! Everyone's heading home after a long day at school, and here, we are going to school for common test. It's weird right. AHAHA.

Omgggggggg. This saturday would be the very first show for NDP..... excited nervous worry that i will screw up trying to entertain the crowd tho. LOL. Yep, I am hungry time for dinner and mechanics time! GOODNIGHT HAVE A GOOD REST!!!

F.O.C.U.S.

I am having a real hard time to focus.

2011-06-26T21:00:00.003+08:00

Teach me how to focus! I am losing my concentration in studying math, i mean, practicing math. :-( It's the common test week, tmrw. Monday to Wednesday, each day have one paper. Math-chem-mechanics. I've studied everything. I just hope all the sacrifices I made, all the effort are worth! Really worry about the papers :-( Yes, all the best everyone.

FOCUS.

Fight hard strive hard.

2011-06-22T01:00:00.003+08:00

(into such things these days. nice right!)

I don't know why. I doesn't have the mood to read or revise tonight. This is bad.

Went out in the afternoon to meet cass for math, afterwards, I head to mac to practice on math alone, coz she left earlier. Left library coz there isn't any table, studying with a table is hard. Yep. Treated myself double choco from mac cafe. Now, I am so tired, can't seems to have the mood to study or practice on mechanics. Shall try to practice again after this post up. Alright, haven't been going to tumblr. Didn't really switch on my lap top since few days ago, lazy and my brother took my lappy cause his under maintenance. :(

Right. gonna head to bugis and gonna buy wallet and sandals, hopefully. I need to change my wallet, like seriously, since sec two i have been using the wallet i am using currently. Thursday gonna study in the library in the morning with cass and going gym on friday morning too! And there goes my study break! :( Upset. KKK, so enjoy! :)

2011-06-20T14:24:00.000+08:00

hate my school.

Regret on things that you've not done.

2011-06-17T17:38:00.004+08:00

My dear darling lesbian, weiting went for CI course since Monday, Today is the fifth day, I hope she is doing really great there with her squadmates! ^^ Aww. My fringe during the holidays, now it grew longer already. I want it to grow longer, so it won't be so irritating. Okay, so today is my seventh day of holidays or known as term break. But I've not done anything productive, except for playing and slacking. Been going out since saturday! Saturday NDP, Sunday exercise day, Monday BBQ, Tuesday Shirui's birthday surprise. Wednesday and Thursday NYP Guitar training. None of the days were at home 24hrs. LOL.

Shirui's birthday surprise! ^^ It was a success!! Hope she love everything we had done for her! Thank you everyone for coming to celebrate this pretty girl's birthday alright! Thank you, dearest, chuqian, komi, huishi, yimin, charity and shashi! Without you all, it won't be a success! ^^ WOOHOOO!

Alright woke up really late today! :( The moment I woke up, it was like afternoon already. Alright, have been practicing math since wednesday! But I don't think I've practice enough. Shall continue till night, and get started with chemistry. I think I've spend a lot of time on math tho. Cause I practice so slowly. X_X

Have been constantly asking myself, why am I in this school, why did I end up in this school? And the reason for everything is, I've not work hard enough during my O levels. I can't blame anyone right. Seriously, I just can't accept the facts even after six months. Yes. I find no reason to love the school. N-o-t-h-i-n-g. Who can I blame, I can only blame myself. Forget it forget it. Back to square one.

Alright. Please start your engine, and stop slacking. Bye :(

June babies happy birthday!

2011-06-11T19:33:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Weilun, Juliene and Rash!

Had their birthday celebration last saturday, after training with premiers. Anyway! I swear I hate it when I need a cab and it just doesn't come! Chuqian and I were running around some unknown area, bedok to find a cab to goes to ECP. And finally we found one after like i-dont-know-how-long-it-seems-forever-to-me. HAHA! KK, So everything went thru' smoothly tho. Just when the cycling part started, I felt so tired or emo you can say. Haha, I don't know why either, it just come out of the sudden. SO! I did enjoy myself, cycling really slowly at the start and cycled faster when returning the bike. Was really tired, due to ndp training and running around I guess. HAHAH. Hope the three of them enjoy their birthday surprise!

DO WELL FOR YOUR EXAMS TEST QUIZ O LEVEL, WEILUN AND RASH! AND JU, DO WELL FOR YOUR POLY YEARS TOO! LOVE YA THREE!

So week eight was horrible. Computer programming practical was H-O-R-R-I-B-LE-! I swear to god man! I bet I am gonna fail. Computer programming was fine alright to me, until all those complicated looping came. Yeah! I don't wanna repeat this silly module, I need to do well and get a good grade and move on! Yes. :( Biomechanics quiz was alright, I don't really like MCQ questions, they are very tricky. Wrong means wrong, if you have structure, at least you score in method you see. However, MCQ there's no such things. Yep, hope I would will do alright!!

YES. My class was told that there's GMP and Biomaterial quiz on wednesday. So I did my last minute mugging, and I mugged all the way till 3.16am. Studying for this two both module. Guess what happened? YES, I AM SO DAMN SUAY! :( Biomaterial came into the class and said the quiz was postponed cause we need 1hr 30minutes for the paper, 50minutes was not enough. I felt so pissed off and sad at the same time, and dumb too. I can't blame the teacher, I should blame myself, if I had studied it earlier, I wouldn't mugged last mintues and I won't have to sleep so late. So I was wrong, yeah! I always studied at the last minute, always. Habit I never change.

So met up with charity and chuqian on wednesday night for dinner! Aww she had grown up, not in terms of height eh, ok wait, maybe she did grew taller. hahah! Yeah, we should have more bonding session hehe :-) Had gongcha, hmmm, it was alright tho.

Thursday went school earlier than usual, suppose to have class on 1pm, but had make up lab lesson. I didn't understand the experiment though, x_x kkk. Yes, got pissed off when having chem lesson. I hate to have class with the nano students, acting like a big boss. Okay, I admit that they are cleverer, but they are really so lame immature.

my friend walking to the seat standing up.
NMS girl: Eh sit down la cannot see.

Like wtf seriously, we just came into the class, going to sit down. Don't she have the damn patience to wait for like less than ten seconds. I really don't know what is going thru' her mind. If she claims that she can't see from the back, then move to the front la, no one is stopping her can! I am so pissed off with them. Fine. I am not going to care about them, I will try my VERY BEST to treat them transparent. -.-" They sucks, seriously, not the whole entire class, just that group of irritants.

They made me so pissed off, and my teacher taught me new things in chemistry and I totally can't absorb. After class, I was so emo and sad. K I don't like it at all! :( That day sucks totally. emo.

Thursday night I had only three hours of sleep, cause I was studying and I got distracted! :( So I only had three hours of sleep. That sucks too right! :( Kay, so got back my second math quiz, AGAIN, I MADE STUPID CARELESS MISTAKE, should had score full marks. yeah, hate it when I know how to do, yet I made careless mistake, like copying the wrong number wtf hate it! :( K, so had biomaterial quiz. hmm, was manageable, except that some drawing of molecule part and the calculations. Hope I can score well, since I spent so much time studying for it. I HOPE.

Coz' I seems to belong to those who study and can't score well. and my classmate belongs to those who don't really study yet score damn well. Yes! Hope it was alright! :-)

yes, and today. had ndp training with premiers today. getting complicated! Jiayous bah, hope the show would be alright ^^

NOW TIME FOR HOLIDAY! HEHEHEH! :o)
Monday : BBQ
Tuesday : Out with lovelies, hopefully shirui can make it!
Wednesday : Guitar training.
Thursday : Guitar training.
then there goes my current plan.. Need to spend time with my lovelies, BE11o3 and gym exercise session!! :) Can't wait. And yes, study week for this holiday too. Gonna have common test right after the two weeks of term break ends. So I am so gonna study earlier, I don't wanna lose my sleep again! :(

H-A-P-P-Y-H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S! And at the same time, study week for me. :(

Day with dearest♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-06-06T16:48:00.003+08:00

Day with dearest♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

RSAF 2011

2011-06-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

Realize that I didn't really took any really nice picture. But no doubt, RSAF was really awesome. hehehe. Okay, i've gotta go and read my chemistry! Yes, I only can get my guitar on 20th June! :( I can't wait to get my own guitar~ k, goodbye! ^o^

RSAF was awesome max.

2011-05-29T19:50:00.002+08:00

Morning with premiers were great, lunch with them at bedok yoshinoya! Hehe. Headed back to bedok to meet up with alan and we headed to RSAF! It was such an awesome show put up by them! Except for the part we sat on the ground with a damn hot weather waiting for the show to start. HAHA :-) Took a lot of gift, thanks to chuqian and alan please! They literally ran when they see long queue. HAHA. Had fun and ended the day with a great photographer who helped and taught us how to take nice photo hehehe! I like.

Then headed back to jurong point to find the rest of the standards! And had KFC dinner with them, the boxmaster meal was so big, then I was like trying to finish! LOL. But nice :-) Yep, went off with chuqian..

Yep and today was a books day! Hahah shall continue with my studying then! Goodnight, and weekends always pass so pass. yes, three guitar training this week. omg last two week of school before term break! Jiayous!!!! :-)

Here comes the busy weekends,

2011-05-28T02:15:00.002+08:00

I used to love weekends, yet now, every saturday is gonna be burnt till august. I seriously need to wake up and start to study cause I don't have the time. Ok i need to go to the bed now, need to wake up at 7.30am later. Peace.

And to all the O level students, all the best for this year! Yes, lucks only works in a way to give you confidence, it's still you yourself, have to work hard to get to somewhere you want. And not somewhere you don't like. Advice.

Week seven and week eight are gonna suck up for sure, help me.

2011-05-26T23:36:00.004+08:00

From today till the end of the week eight, i am gonna drill all these into my mind!! Fight on. Just don't come telling me that there's another quiz on week seven and week eight, if not i will shoot vulgar again. -___- I really literally say wl fuck sia out, once my chem lecturer told us there's a quiz next week. seriously, and i have four quiz on week seven and three quiz on week eight. Yep. Think poly life is easy, think again! Goodnight.

and yes, i can't wait to see my white hairs growing out. lol like how it grew when i have Os. ahh i am going to say, welcome to poly white hairs. ok so lame. off to do my math tutorial! haha and i won't die cause of those quiz ok! i am strong. hahah lame goodbye! :-)

Never say never, justin bieber.

2011-05-25T18:39:00.002+08:00

I feel so stress up, different type of quiz are coming in from next week onwards. And it's like the moment I think of study, I would have headache! Talking about this, I miss all my secondary school friends! :( Having lunch tgt, late for ss extra class, chiong up to class for amath, walking to the library for amath lessons(ahhh anusia shirui triangle fab wenhui stanley vignesh). I still remember I always reached school at 6.30am, then slowly I reach school at a later time. HEHE I was never late for my secondary school life how great. Yeah. It's the friends who made me miss jurongwest so much. Hope all of your are doing fine! Jiayous yeah! And for me, hopefully I will self study it during weekends. I feel so stress i hate it! :( #neversaynever; it's not that I am fan of Jb. That was his quote right. Yeah, jiayous! :-)

To all of my friends out there, stay strong and happy yeah!

2011-05-24T23:25:00.003+08:00

OH HI READERS! :-) Ok I am just here to tell you that I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW ;-) After so many weeks of sleeping at 12plus. Now I finally can sleep at 11.30pm. Tho it's just like 30minutes earlier, but I am happy enough! Goodnight :-)

Gonna have a study group with people who studies in class~ hahaha woops. Ok goodnight folks! Shall update again!

I regretted so much, yet I can't do anything but to accept facts

2011-05-23T22:58:00.004+08:00

evening people. change my blogskin, it's not because i have nothing better to do. it' because it's such a long time since i went to www.blogskins.com to check out on the skin, and this skin was featured as the skin of the day so i used it. whatever right -___-

Ok i am trying to figure out biomechanics. Just when I was used to the working how to do it, and next question I was stuck damn you!!!! bye this is not a proper update, just updating for the sake of it! goodbye! :( Jiayous for week 6 ba, time pass really damn fast in poly. so fast, it's the start of week six...

☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮

2011-05-21T17:58:00.002+08:00

HEY READERS ;-) Week five had passed. Days had been passing really fast and I really had so little time to actually sleep everyday! I would always use the lap till like 12am then I will start with my work and usually does till 1am. Or sometimes, it's because I reached home like 9pm-10pm. So rarely had time to sleep early. Well, and guess what, I am having CCA on saturday, NDP. Yep! There goes my saturday, it's B-U-R-N-T. Now I am only left with Sunday to play around. Damn it. As time is coming nearer and nearer, week 8, most of my class quiz are coming. Or should I say, my module already started. I am waiting for my 2 weeks holidays to reach asap. I wanna take a break and enjoy man, not the entire two weeks, but at least let me play two whole days la! HAHA, wait, I bet I will slack my entire two week! -___-

Okay so what happened on week five, I don't exactly remember anything. Seriously my memory is horrible. Don't even remember if I have any homework or not! -__- Okay, I only remember I have chemistry and what, I don't remember having any other hoemwork, other than lab report and my gsm presentation. OKAY. I am deciding if i should quit ADC and just go for guitar club. I really wanna go for guitar club is cool to the max! I wanted to learn how to play guitar snice a long time ago. and now finally I have the chance! And at the same time, ADC is kinda interesting too, those expedition -__- I had been deciding which CCA to go since like so long ago, like three weeks ago or one month ago. Am I sick? Not being able to make my decision fast, I hate that fact man! :(

Yes, don't know if I am having dinner outside or what. No news. Yep. I am going to live everyday happily, cause we will never know when we will lose our love ones! (PEACE).

You've got to know how to stay strong.

2011-05-14T01:40:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I am really tired of everything that happens around me. Be it happy sad with friend or family, I just don’t wanna get involve with anything. Yes, felt extremely terrible just now. I miss my parents, they are still the best in my heart. Hope they are having a great time in Genting.

I felt so guilty not answering their call cause of the birthday celebration just now. I am sorry for them to be worry about me. Yes, I know I had already grown up. However, in every parent’s heart, no matter how old are you, they still treat you like a kid right. Yeah, I am sorry for making them worry for me. I really feel so guilty and plus I was feeling really pissed off at that point of time. All those feelings crashed together, it makes me feel really terrible. Very.

Anyway, from now on, I am gonna bring my phone anywhere i go. Yep. Just sharing how I felt at that point of time. Yeah and I realize that. Only I can help myself, jiayous! Gotta study my biomechanic now, there’s a quiz on monday! Good night, rest early <3

Sometime, you'll never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory.

2011-05-12T01:07:00.003+08:00

Hey viewers, if there are any ^^ How are all of you doing? Hopefully everyone is alright yeah. Though I know everyone is struggling, be it JC Polytechnics ITE or MYE for the secondary students, never give up till you run finish the race yeah! I am not going to stop forcing myself until I understood about my subjects! Jiayous everyone!

Sat down in the train revising my chemistry, and I was so tired, as school started at nine slept late the night before, I was in a half-awake mode. Haha, until I force myself to open my eyes and quickly look thru' afterwards, tried one question in the train ^^ And time pass really fast when I study in the train. HEHE. So I am going to do that tmrw, hahah~ Provided I have a seat, I hope I have! :o)

Yes, and of course, weather nowadays are unbearably warm humid which causes many people to fall sick easily, yeah, like my brother! Hope he is alright! Yep, and everyone too, do drink lots of water and eat healthily if possible exercise, though I didn't exercise much! HAHA :) Yep!

Okay, have been trying hard to understand chemistry and I did though after attending tutorial lessons! Well, the tutor wasn't that bad in teaching tho, just that she's really impatient, but during her lesson, I understand so much better than lecture ok! Seriously. Yep, posted on facebook this questions 'How do you understand chemistry?' one of my classmate commented on my wall, 'U got to like it it first'. Well, I agree to an extent that yes we should like it first. But sometime, no matter how much you like love this subject, you just can't score well. I have no idea why too, I guess it's the wrong way of studying tho! Yep, so I will try to like it first!! HEHE, hopefully it works tho!

So have been understanding the tutorial so far, and it's the fourth week of school, making it one month with BE1103, I truly like them! ^^ They are great, well, most of them hahah! And many quiz are coming up from week 5 on, gonna strive hard and study it during the weekends! Jiayous! I need to, I wanna reach my goal! HEHE ^^

This week so far was a great week, get to meet up with anusia like for two days so far, head home tgt and lunch tgt, ^^ I like spending time with her, or basically everyone tho :o) Gonna meet up those jwss peeps on friday! Must make it people!! I miss you all! Hope everyone can make it!

And every weekend, I would meet up with my squadmates too. Seriously, I love my squadmates! I don't know how to explain, I feel that bond among us! So strong solid, though we ain't in the same school, we are doing different things in different school yet we still could meet up to study tgt. Isn't that great? And we would meet every week a dinner once. See how strong are we, I am proud of that! And Juliene onced commented we did a lot of things tgt, which is true! Hehe, love you all and excited about or next outing standards! Love ya all!

So that's about it, I am suppose to do my math tutorial, yet I decided to post on something so here it goes! ^^ Hope everyone are fine in their schools, no worries, never give up you will succeed one day :) Love ya all! Good night, have a early rest too!

she's not the kind of girl who likes to tell the world about the way she feels about herself.

2011-05-07T01:15:00.003+08:00

Awesome day with BE1103 dearest and kittens :o) Well, lessons had been alright, except for some, especially inogranic and physical chemistry; this module is a real killer for me. I totally understand not a single bit from her, I feel like as if she speaks in some alien language to me. Gonna go read up on my own tmrw afternoon~ Yes, biomechanic, you can say, it's another killer for me. If I am not wrong it was tuesday, I cried doing that module, cause I was so stress up, I totally don't know how to start the question! End up realising that my teacher haven't finish going thru the topic. Am I giving myself too much stress, actually i don't feel i am giving myself stress, it's just that I feel so stupid that I don't know how to do. Yep. -_-

Yes, the rest are still there, I could understand what my lecturer are talking and still can manange to handle the tutorials and assignment. Tho I chiong my assignment last minute in class hahah~ :P Yep, so life in poly have been quite stress in the way that I am learning new things, and fun cause I have awesome classmates and lovelies in nyp. Hehehe, hope everyone out there are doing great in your studies~ And to those secondary school students, all the best for the last few papers! Never stop studying heheh! Goodnight peeps. :)